Hello lovely and amazing human,
Some prayers, especially the big ones, take longer to answer than others.
We have to get ready to live into them.
Some miracles, breakthroughs happen when we have finally surrendered and completely let go of any outcome.
When we are exhausted and wrung out.
And. They do happen. They are happening.
Healing IS happening.
Often the path toward what our heart and soul is longing for is radically different than the way we “believe” or think it “should” be.
I remember watching a solitary ant on the kitchen counter walking in twists and turns. “Sniffing” its way forward. Turning back and circling, crisscrossing over and over to get to where it was going. Utilizing its innate intelligence to make its way home. No straight lines there. Or here.
I recently took a deeper look at the stickier places along my own journey where I was seemingly stalled.
I asked myself if I really believed that healing in this area was possible?
I saw that deep down I had doubts. That I didn’t really believe that this particular “thing” could resolve itself. And it hadn’t. Even though I know, I’ve witnessed that anything can change.
What I saw was an old habit of disbelief. Of doubt. And I made a choice.
To choose Faith and Trust, rather than allowing the old, outworn, patterned from early life, familiar saboteur – Doubt run the show.
It is useful to pay attention to what we really, truly, deep down believe. To tell ourselves the truth. To call it in. To sit with the discomfort of that.
And then choose to believe something different. Or not.
This is exercising your inner authority.
It is useful to for me to believe –
That healing is possible.
That miracles are abundant.
That everything happens for us – not to us.
That nothing stays the same.
That “this” won’t last forever.
This settles my nervous system. It allows me to be open to what I am calling in.
We never know where we are in our epic journey. The end of the desert we have been traversing might be the very next heartbeat away.
We humans have a tendency, born of survival instincts hardwired in our brains, to get focused on what is “wrong”.
We forget to look at what is “right”. What has truly changed. Rather than listen to the voice telling us we are irrevocably mired. Where were you a year ago, two, five?
We forget what IS possible.
We get lost in the trees and forget that there is an inexorable path we are traversing that only we can traverse. That everything inside of us knows how to do this.
A path that is unwinding lifetimes of bondage and forgetting who we truly are and what we are capable of.
We get caught up in Mouse’s limited view and forget that we also have within us the wings of a raptor that can soar above and gain a wider perspective.
Remember those prayers you have written, spoken, whispered, repeated, sung from your heart and soul. The ones you keep tucked close. The one’s that have been wrung from you?
For true fulfilment.
They are in the process of unfolding right now.
Go look back at them and see how much has already shifted. How much has already come into form. How much you have blossomed into the magnificent flower you are.
I am often reminded of my very all-time favorite quote –
“No problem can be solved in the same consciousness in which it was created.” ~ Albert Einstein
When we are in the midst of the problem, the reactivated wound, the breaking apart.
When we are mired in the “problem” there is no way to figure out, think through, much less KNOW what the new and freer iteration of self will “look” like or how to get there.
Because we aren’t there yet.
And I am here to tell you sometimes it has taken waaaay longer for me to get through to the other side when I am thrashing among the weeds than I could ever imagine.
And then there are times when the storm clouds suddenly part and sunlight floods everything. In. An. Instant.
Breathe. Deep into your belly.
Really, slowly look around you. Get present. Here and now. In the body.
See what is beautiful right in front of you.
Surrender to the moment and consciously choose to trust.
Trust that because this IS what is happening right now – you have everything within you require to – process, release, feel and emerge on the other side.
We humans are not meant to traverse this path alone.
Reach out. Ask for help from the myriads of seen and unseen support you have around you every day.
Be open to what shows up. Look for messages. Signs. Encouragement.
Affirm your willingness to be open to healing.
Willingness opens all the doors.
Affirm your willingness to receive a big fat freaking miracle with a capitul “M”.
I am willing.
Affirm your willingness to believe.
Affirm your willingness to open to radical self-acceptance and Love.
Say it aloud. Your voice carries power.
I am willing.
I am willing to unwind what is standing between me and the prayers I have sent before me.
Willingness is the step we take forward to meet what we are calling in.
You don’t need to know the “how” of any of this.
Remember Einstein. When you are in the problem you CAN’T even begin to conceive of the solution. However, that doesn’t mean it is not out in front of you as yet unlived. It is.
Let yourself rest in that.
Healing IS happening.
Sooo much love to you fellow traveler.
See below. I’ve added for lots of resources to support you along the journey.
Ride The Wave – Utilizing the Energies at Play
April 12, 2023 at 3pm PT/6pm ET
We will gather and spend some time looking at the BIG transformative energies sweeping the planet in the next few months. There is a large tidal shift the later part of March we will be swimming in for the next many years.
Energy Healing Transmission.
Tools for traversing these potent times.
Time for Q and A.
Safe and sacred space held by a trained ritual elder.
When you join before April 1st, I will add your name to the hat for a chance to win a Dumping Debris Session on me.
All the details for Ride the Wave can be found here.
Videos with resources for assisting you as you move through your transformative journey.
If emotions are feeling big and heightened this will be useful – Working With and Moving Difficult Emotions
Or this one – Tips and tools for rapid transformation – or what to do when you are coming a bit undone.
There are also additional videos on my YouTube channel that include Energy Resonance Sound Sessions – these are designed to bring you back to a coherent state, settling into your wise Core.
Try this is one to release fear.
This one to release programs of powerlessness and separation.
This one for deep nurture and loving reassurance.
This one for re-membering your inner fulcrum of calm.
I just came across this one today – A sily moment of singing and dancing on a beach in New Zealand.
Videos are added to the library periodically. If you find them useful – subscribe here to receive notification when a new one posts.
A few last words….
Please remember, dear one –
To take some time every day….
To sit and breathe deep into your belly.
To sing songs to yourself.
To humm and dance.
To shake and bounce on your toes.
To slow down and allow yourself to integrate all that is going on.
To do absolutely nothing – if only for five minutes.
To notice the beauty around you.
To eat and enjoy delicious foods your body loves.
To come back to your Center as often as you remember.
To tuck yourself sweetly into bed at night.
To hold yourself very lovingly, very gently and oh, so very kindly.
To say out loud three times – “I love my Life. I love my body. I love myself.”
To savor the small moments.
May every single day bring you the sweetest gifts of Wonder, Magic and Beauty…
And when you see them may you remember that these are magnificent reflections of your own amazing Self.